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Walk All Over Me! NOT!!!

I took some time off to think (a.k.a. – wallow in self pity).  Really, I did both. I wallowed for a bit, then I thought, wallowed some more, thought and then experienced some personal growth.

I am the type of person who is giving and willing to go with the flow of people around me.  I’m a follower, not a leader.  There’s not really a problem with these characteristics, unless a person lacks the ability to STOP the behavior when someone is taking advantage.  That was me.  I didn’t know how to prevent someone from taking advantage of me.

In many relationships, a pattern is formed pretty early where one person gets their way the majority of the time.  It’s not that they’re self centered or rude, it is just that their partner never stopped the pattern – for whatever reason.  Their partner never spoke up about their own needs.  As time goes on, the person who rarely gets their way might get frustrated when he/she really has something important that they want to have go their way.

I believe that I’ve made progress over the last week in #1) recognizing a negative pattern I fall into in my relationships and #2) speaking up about my feelings in regards to the situation.  Not just walking away from the problem and hope it gets better magically.

Speaking up about my needs and feelings will help to prevent people walking all over me, even when they don’t specifically intend to do it.  Since I realized my pattern and understood what to do about it, I’ve felt an emotional burden lift.  Then after I spoke to the individual I was having a problem with, I felt even better.  No idea if the problem will go away, but at least I didn’t just ignore it in hopes it would magically go away.

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